Down the Rabbit Hole

Welcome to Wonderland you say?

Is this yet another saccharine view of parenting, reminding you of all you have not achieved, marvelling at the wonder of it all?
Or,
Is it just me,
                     falling down the rabbit hole of the world that is my son.

Trying to figure how it is that he sees the things around him.
Trying to navigate the politics and paper work of Special Education.
Trying not to neglect my daughter and partner in the process.
Trying to remember that I also have a job.

Oh, its a Wonderland alright, it's just sometimes you have to swim through a lake of tears to get to the other side.

So why a blog?
Why now?

A new diagnosis (possibly), the beginning of part-time home-schooling (trepidation mounting), the cumulative stress of a year asking to be purged onto screen?

Or just me, sitting in front of a computer, trying, the best way I can, to figure this all out.

Welcome to my Wonderland, I hope you enjoy the show.